a letter to my kids,

This whole blog is almost like a letter to my children but alot of added tuff for memories but right now I want to just write to my kids ....

Chloe,Adam, and Genevieve;

As I write this you are all playing in the living room with mega blocks, I am in the dining room drinking coffee and using the laptop. Just before I decided to write you all a letter I watched a video about a little boy who was abused very badly for 4 days straight and then he was find dying ... he did not make it this just happened last month April 11th 2010. I cried and then I went and huged all three of yo and told you how much I love you. Now that Im feeling so sad for children who are beaten and some even to death I feel like I need to wrote you all and say sorry for every time I smacked you butts and I am even feeling guilty for giving you time outs right now. I want to teach you that hitting is not the answer and love is always the way to go when you grow and have your own children I want to be the person you look up to and say "this is how my mom did it" and it be the right way. Fighting hitting screaming are all the wrong things to do, yes mommy and daddy lose it sometimes and yell and scream and fight and cry but we still love each other and we will both work hard to love all three of you and not get to mad when you do naughty things and to listen to your problems and to always take your feelings into consideration. I love you all.

Love your,
Mommy